"So, this is it nh? No more I love you, hugs, kisses, or cuddling? Its time for us to say goodbye? For good? Are you happy? Not even the least bit sad? Heartbroken? Hurt? Did you cry the way I did last night? Stay up wondering if this is what you really wanted? Hating yourself for letting each other go? I guess ill never truly know. when you wake up and read this, if theres no slightest bit of hope for us or for our friendship, don’t bother texting back or even thinking about me. Erase my number, erase the memories, erase every little thing we used to be. You have no reason to hold on, if theres no more you and me. I truly hope your not that kind of person but you turned to a complete stranger and even though you mean more than the world to me, I can’t live like that anymore. You know I used to know exactly what I wanted. I used to cry myself to sleep every night. But now, I don’t have a clue on what I want and for the first time in a very long time, you’re not even there."